feel like shit..mentally and physically.
like i never feel like im fully happy anymore.
i can’t sleep so i wont sleep till this evening (tuesday evening)
can someone give me some films to watch?
just name them.
or activities to do?
bear in mind it is so cold outside so generally inside based things.
i just…i don’t know what to do.
i feel like crap all the time.
nobody really likes me..not really.
who knew teens were this loud!? :L
going to wait till everything has calmed down..then going to go buy dinner.
sorry for anyone i’ve talked to today/will talk to..im in a shitty mood.
it’s just been too hot today.
need a hug.
or for it to rain. that’d be nice.
can’t wait to see my grandad next month. miss him.
looking forward to seeing everyone else next month too.
seriously well into making the lists of xmas gifts for people.
not looking forward to getting most of this delivered.
what do you get your best friend who you barely see anymore..cause you moved away and she has a job?
i’ll think of something.
but right now..
trying to find something for my ratbag of a brother.
and i need to remember to call/text mum tomorrow.
OH forgot to say…a flat across the road from me has already got xmas decorations up…as of last week. ;L
bahah. awh damn..they’ve closed their blinds!
suffering already - dont even have to be up yet.
woke my mum up…while trying to be sneakyquiet.
dont wanna go work!
someone come help me stand up and talk to people tomorrow please? without wincing and wearing dark glasses..lol.xxxxxx
just watched Patrick Swayze’s THS, in full on tears..why do I watch shows that upset me? :(
on the upside…i have an ice lolly. :)
Read this the other day, started it on the bus to college, finished it in my english class that day.
Proper fighting back the tears as I read it.
Also currently read All My Friends Are Superheroes, will update you on how I get on with it.